every time I finish reading a book, any book, I write a post with some thoughts on it. how long/meaningful these posts are depends how complex my reaction to the book is, though as the blog's aged I've started gonzoing them a bit in all honesty
Monday, 30 March 2020
Living Dangerously
Sunday, 8 March 2020
Little Turtle Turns the Tide
And it has a strong, praxis-based, optimistic ecological moral, which engages the reader in the turtle's quest to clean up his corner of the reef without its ever having to preach or infodump - it respectfully assumes some general environmental consciousness on the part of children reading,* and then dives headlong into "well no point moping, let's Do Stuff Together & Try & Make Things Better!" in a fully coherent and exciting way. If part of my inclination toward an activism of pessimism could be laid at the feet of certain children's books in the absence of an activist education, this one no doubt could spur many a child onto hopeful practical paradigm-shifting ladders. Or maybe they'll just like it as a book and that's fine too cos it's a damn good** children's book.
Saturday, 29 February 2020
Grace Beats Karma
Since grace, in real Christian life - really does beat karma, I'm going to take the timely opportunity here in this post to talk briefly about my exit from my home church, which I'd already given some intimations towards here and here.
So, my home church, The Crowded House, has been hemorrhaging members for some years - often under legitimate pretences of planting new churches elsewhere, but also because something was rotten in the local Danish crown, if you know what I mean. Anyway, the dams holding back the leak or leaks of refugee testimonies burst - it made big news - and I don't entirely know where to look to for spiritual leadership now, as it kind of feels like waking up to the fact that Acts 29, the meta-church body of which I was a part, is no different from the personality cult megachurches where book sales and speaking tours take precedence over pastoral care for all in the flock.
Others have said far more than I would like to say here on the whole messed up scenario, so rather than testify myself (which I have done, to the formal enquiry) I'm just going to linkdump a few things. Some have seen it as fishy since Driscoll days; signs of unchristian leadership were noted and undealt with a full decade ago; from 2016 red lights began popping up more and more - this was the same year both of my parents left TCH, forcing me to stay and decide whether I trusted them or my Elders more for my longterm spiritual welfare; and now, with all that has come to light having come to light - we need to be having serious conversations about what ministry looks like in the 21st century, dealing in Hard and Certain terms with celebrity status and bullying.
Thursday, 27 February 2020
Punk Monk
This book by Pete Grieg and Andy Freeman is perhaps the best book I have thus far read about prayer as a communal, lived out practice. Drawing on the ideas of old and new monasticism, the authors passionately and persuasively sketch out exciting fresh means and models of doing church that resonate with these ancient arts - breathing, meditation, lectio divina, fasting, prayer benders [my term], involving creativity with group worship - all things that lend so much spark and life to Christian richness and witness.
This book would be a great boon in the shelf of a well-discerning leader in any kind of Christian community, much more an encouragement and drive to the imagination of many involved in such communities as 'mere' members little engaged with the "running models" of church activity to indeed get more stuck in, using their individuality and initiative to find new paths to service and outreach. A truly inspiring read, with some really handy appendices which tie in really nicely with some of the models of ministry and smart discipleship that cropped up in 5Q and other books.
Thursday, 13 February 2020
the Cloud of Unknowing
This book is the product of an unknown 14th-century Carthusian monk, probably from the Midlands or thereabouts. It deals in an incredibly holistic worldview developed from the mystical theology of Saint Denis, and contains as well as the introductory essay on Denis's thinking, an epistle on the subject of prayer, and a longer note discussing privy counselling, which I'm just going to haphazardly compare to being medieval term for spiritual direction: the main chunk of the text though is the central work as given the main title.
The "cloud" refers to the impenetrable fog of ineffability that human minds brush up against during the holy act of contemplating the supreme virtues of God above; only by God's grace over time and effort can we begin to even somewhat penetrate deeper into the fog, and doing so can be psychologically and spiritually ardous even for the most liturgy-hardened monk. The author strongly recommends not reading this work at all if you have no desire to embark upon the road to deeper and greater contemplation of God's nature and works; but I took this warning with a pinch of salt and took the plunge. I regret nothing, but I easily could have lost my mind had God not stepped in to save me from where my contemplative journey started taking me - that's what happens when you, as a well-intentioned Christian, track daemonic energies into your own "holy" mind palace on the bootheels of your ego. So beware, and be mindful, and read this book if you want the inner adventure of a lifetime - for reading this whole thing may irrevocably open your eyes to spiritual dynamics of life that it is very difficult, in my observation, to unsee.
Tuesday, 4 February 2020
Holy Habits
Saturday, 11 January 2020
All Cats Have Asperger Syndrome
Sunday, 5 January 2020
playing
Wednesday, 1 January 2020
2019 overview
- Essays that I found myself disagreeing broadly with from the outset but actually then upon completion conceding "fairenough" - Why I am not going to buy a computer.
- Best existential comic - Garfield Minus Garfield.
- Best toilet book - The Etymologicon.
- Least practical [obvs jokes] - The Art of War.
- Superlatively pragmatic & conceptually relatively concise Christian intellectual works - Truth and Authority in Modernity and A Generous Orthodoxy.
- A superb, if less concise Christian devotional-intellectual work - Knowing God.
- Excellent Christian books with strong mental health relevance - The Inner Voice of Love for the devotional side, and Jesus PhD Psychologist for the more rigorous bits.
- Best book on the Church - 5Q.
- Best book on Jesus - The Universal Christ.
- Best Christian kids' book - Wonderful Earth!
- Probably most countercultural Christian book - Single-Minded.
- Worthwhile research into youth Christianity - How Faith Changes.
- While we're on the subject of Christianity, if you are one [a Christian] and you want to be better at understanding and loving trans folks - don't read this, read this. I mean, read both if that's your jam. But transforming is both a far more scripturally rigorous and Christ-ethic centred treatment of the subject.
- Close but no cigar - almost interesting interfaith dialogue; the Lotus and the Cross.
- Most theologically adventurous Part One - Quakers: advice & queries.
- Most theologically adventurous Part Two - the Tao Te Ching, although I did need the help of Winnie the Pooh and Piglet in explaining its contents to me initially.
- Several poets have taught me a great deal this year about vulnerability, being okay with not being okay and giving yourself permission to be honest about that as you grow and change - including here: Kate Garrett, Rainer M. Rilke, Hannah Chutzpah, Sabrina Benaim, Kate Tempest, Raluca de Soleil, Hollie McNish, Otis Mensah, Rupi Kaur and the young people of the Amber Project.
- In terms of my favourite poetry books of the year though - it's really difficult as I've read some absolute corkers, and though I think Rilke would have to just win on the blunt technicality that it was a longer book; in terms of punch-per-page I'd lump this collection joint top spot with "Safe Metamorphosis!!", Hold Your Own and The Saint of Milk and Flames.
- Best non-poetry discussion of mental health - Reasons to Stay Alive.
- Most embarrassing book to still own in 2020 - the 2019 Jeremy Corbyn annual.
- Best manifesto/polemic - Feminism for the 99% - if any coherent political ideological system can bring together the calls of Greta Thunberg and the Dalai Lama, I'm reckoning it's this.
- Finally read Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and it's a pretty stupid book.
- A handful of quality fun children's books - The Odd Egg, Gary Larson's morbid tale of a worm family There's a Hair in Mr Dirt!, Michael Rosen's classic We're Going on a Bear Hunt, Slinky Malinki's adventures in Catflaps and opening doors, and finally Oi! Duck-billed Platypus! I did read a lot more half-decent kids' books than are listed here, but you've probably heard of The Gruffalo and honestly I'm not even convinced it's that good.
- What the hell was Beatrix Potter smoking when she wrote this? - Pigling Bland.
- Least funny "humour" book - The Famous Five Escape Brexit Island.
- Most surprisingly profound - The Little Book of Colour.
- Overall most mind-expanding - A Secret History of Christianity.
- Discworld novels I'm not going to choose between - Thief of Time & The Truth.
- Also I just love the Gaunt's Ghosts series; see The Warmaster and Anarch.
- Best non-sci-fi or fantasy novel - Of Mice and Men. Although Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine gets a solid honourable second-place.
Thursday, 12 December 2019
Of Mice and Men
Wednesday, 27 November 2019
Thief of Time
Tuesday, 26 November 2019
a Generous Orthodoxy
In it, he dedicates a chapter each to exploring why he can, in the fullness of gospel truth, consider himself to be each of the adjectives in the subtitle of the book: missional, evangelical, postprotestant/protestant, liberal, conservative, poetic/mystical, Biblical, charismatic, contemplative, fundamentalist, Calvinist, anabaptist, Anglican, incarnational, Methodist, catholic, green, emergent, depressed-yet-hopeful & unfinished: - many of these, which are used here as adjectival labels, are more commonly seen and adhered to as "in-group" border-maintenance tools by denominations, and though before reading this book and probably the main thing that led me to reading this book was a sneaking suspicion that if Jesus is truly God's son and the Church his body then humanly-constructed/maintained denominations are kind of a bullshit idea, having now read & digested it I think perhaps there is something else there, something deeper, weirder - so strange, beautiful, sad and perfect that only God could have planned it - that our endless splitting of hairs and ideologies in the bizarre evolutionary tree of Christian history has not led to an inevitably entropic end - but that each strand, each twig, let off freely to pursue its own inklings may do so within the full assurance of Jesus's goodness & promise, to someday, and I pray this might be soon but only God can say - to return home, to a Church unified, where the insights and perspectives of all may be reconciled in Truth and good faith to one another - all having something to share, much to learn, and a great deal more that actually unites them all that they can remind each other of in all joy.
It's with this book that I can in my brain-heart now rest easier in no longer feeling like I was properly "part" of the ideological-theological community I'd been inhabiting since my home-church joined it nor really a participatingly-up-to-speed part of the one that has since adopted me - I am in Christ, and the labels ultimately, while they don't entirely not matter, don't define me in my being in Christ - and as such I am free to see, and benefit from the insights of, any group that falls under any adjective one might think fit to append to their own particular cell in the great historical body of God's son. How liberating is that?
Thursday, 21 November 2019
A Secret History of Christianity
Tuesday, 19 November 2019
100% unofficial Jeremy Corbyn annual 2019
Sunday, 17 November 2019
Feminism for the 99%
- A new feminist wave is reinventing the strike
- Liberal feminism is over - it's time to get over it
- we need an anticapitalist feminism - for the 99%
- What we are living through is a crisis of society as a whole - with capitalism at its root
- Gender oppression in capitalist societies is rooted in the subordination of social reproduction to production for profit - this needs turning back the right way up
- Gendered violence takes many forms - all of them entangled with capitalist social relations. We vow to fight them all
- Capitalism tries to regulate sexuality - we want to liberate it
- Capitalism was born from racist & colonial violence - feminism for the 99% is anti-racist and anti-imperialist
- Fighting to reverse capitalism's destruction of the Earth - feminism for the 99% is eco-socialist
- Capitalism is incompatible with real freedom & peace - our answer is feminist internationalism
- Feminism for the 99% calls on all radical movements to join together in a common anticapitalist insurgency